LOVE

It has been a really crazy week for me. Between planning work events, throwing and having work parties, working 40+ hours a week and getting prepared for the baby shower this weekend I have hardly had time to breath. Although, I must admit no matter how much I keep trying to help with the baby shower stuff my family is only allowing me to be apart of a very small portion of it. I suppose with how busy I am that is probably a good thing, but I really enjoy party planning. Good thing I have a whole bunch of work parties to keep me busy. On another note I had my 3D/4D ultrasound yesterday and it was so amazing. To see all of his features in such detail and to see him really moving all around like that was just amazing. I mean there were a few times My heart just stopped because I was in such amazement. He is so handsome I truly cant wait to meet him 9 weeks and six days I cant believe it. The time is flying by so fast now. I remember when my baby shower was still 3 months away and now he will be here and in my arms in just two short months. I hold every moment so close to my heart I will never let it go. It is amazing what 40 weeks can do to a woman. Given I have only experienced 30 of those so far, but still every kick every flutter it makes me stronger it makes my heart grow. Who knew one could love so much. I mean My love for God is so strong and my love for Jacques is as well, but this is a different type of love. Like God has opened my heart to a new kind of love I cant quite explain. Its an amazing feeling. I see how God can love us all despite our mistakes and flaws because he created us. We are his children. The love for a child is an amazing love to feel! Something I don’t think even the best writer in the world could explain with words. It’s a feeling that forms and grows over the 40 weeks of pregnancy. God is amazing. He truly is. And Love is one of the most amazing feelings God blessed us with. I feel soooo blessed to be able to feel such an amazing emotion! Between God blessing me with the most amazing man for ME I have been blessed with a Son and right now the Love I have overflowing in my heart is a feeling I wouldn’t trade for anything else in the whole wide world! Well as always I hope everyone who reads this(which is close to no one I am sure) has the most amazing week they possibly could... ahhh I cant wait for my baby shower this weekend It is going to be so nice to see all my friends and family. Hope your weekend puts as big of a smile on your face as mine will!

~Always, Robin-Monique~