Not so good at waiting...

So I figured out I am not very good at waiting! Up until now i have had the mind set of he will come when he is good and ready. However now with only five days left to go its hard to keep that mind set. especially when my body has been showing signs since Monday that it is almost time. And now tonight i have been having contractions starting at this morning they were probably about an hour apart then became about a half an hour apart for a good portion of the day at around 8pm the dropped to 20 minutes apart then at about 9 they dropped to 10 minutes apart and since 10 pm so for the past two hours they have been about 5 minutes apart. I don't want to get excited because i know that many woman go DAYS with contractions that close together and my hospital doesn't want you to come in until they are 3 minutes apart last for a minute and that has been going on for at least an hour... bahhh so even though I am having all these signs it could still be a few days before he comes. .... or he could come sometime in the next few hours.... how frustrating lol Now i finally get it when pregnant woman say they just cant wait and that the waiting game sucks because this whole time i found the waiting game to be very exciting but now its just annoying like to have it be so close but so far... I mean for the love of goodness sakes i just want to meet my son already lol I wish i knew for sure or not if these contractions were going to continue to get closer together or if i was going to be one of those unlucky few who have on going contractions close together but not quite close enough for days at a time... grrz But at the end of the day im not actually mad or that frustrated i know like with everything its all in Gods timing!!! : ) Over all i just feel blessed to be going through this experience!!! but being slightly selfish i really cant wait to meet my little man : )